There are too much helplessness in life
Only this commemorates a section of my love!

OK, perhaps someone says commemorative what there is in two months, but in these two months is really my very happy time, besides some time, I do not know whether to also have or not. OK, both in order to pay each other two people, and change, you feel her heartbeat, you are glad for you to feel she, you feel she worries about for you.

It is in fact a kind of fate, it is really fate, perhaps to the person of a thing that plans to go abroad soon the love is a kind of luxury goods. Want, but few people can have. Begin at talking about the fact that I went to the company to go to work, I am cherishing the full expectation, have begun my first job, two interviews, pass, become a member of company, notice her while training, have the cause of the horn on the possible head, perhaps that kind attracts me beautifully too, or may be that that frank personality attracts me strongly. I begin to pay attention to her carelessly frequently, later on she makes my telephone in a chance of the chance, ask me to rub mahjong with the hands, but see disappointedly that unexpectedly there is not her shade at the end.

Later, we chat every day, together on and off duty, had a meal together, I still remembered the first dish that she cooked, right, really, good opinion continues strengthening. We keep temperature all the time, grow warmly in being steady, just as boil the boiled water, oh, this feeling is actually very wonderful, in the pan, then heat slowly just like the frog, he will not escape at all, turns into a familiar frog finally.

Later, we had a meal alone, we took a walk in the rain, I was listening to her telling, it is said that tells her past, I hear very conscientiously, fear and miss a word, I give her an opinion, a pure good friend's opinion, that talk is very happy, I feel I am her intimate friend, because she will tell me the innermost thoughts and feelings, perhaps some substantive changes have happened from that day in some things.

Then, my heart has a silk excited silk, the blowout when our emotion is in the horizontal travel around shop too, or everybody's strong impulse had been broken out at that time all the time, it should be a kind of release that loves of everybody's. Certainly our day excursion of the horizontal shop should be said quite fashionlife99happy.

Then, we stick to each other like glue or lacquer and can not control once began, it is quite quick that this kind of day passes, continue everybody's going to work happily, come off duty. But when the these, in fact a thing plants the sad seed at the beginning. Have the thing will another trend totally perhaps perhaps, among them mood party can understand only too. Clearly remembering the first quarrel, sunny that day, I lay in the north park of Zhongshan, having thought of this thing, I am planning my dream, our future, but there is uncomfortable a little rather in the heart. Meet her that night, I want, speak a little, she let me speak desperately, but I do not wish others to avoid my doing something either, the result is in front of the natatorium, she say say good-bye, want, go, I have, meet very much, I urge to stay, still in plan I and speech of her noon such as I, my dream. It is certainly good soon, but unavoidably there is some unhappiness in the heart, why say good-bye so easily.

Happy and over, sad and over, has dreamt of, disappointed and over, have cried, has smiled. In fact later on we fell into a kind of predicament, perhaps at all insoluble predicament. Happy in 3 days, sad in one day, or I am happy in the daytime, sad alone in the evening. So repeated, in we fall into and quarrel, I have made a decision, I decide I go out of the first step first, I have taken her back to Dongyang, have done the thing that I should do. But this is not a solution at all, because you only solve a small one to form, a big bunch of questions waits for you to solve behind.

Have basically finish talking the things of two months saying, has talked about the end, I go back, see I mother Mother's Day, come back, quarrel, phone to open me, ask why I should change her theme, whether have got in touch with other women. I try, coax her to be happy, but result whether whom I think so, hold, make, move, even her photograph take away, I know what meaning it will be representative this, want, go, think.

Well, all right, in fact everybody comes over all the way it is difficult for two people, OK, if you feel tired, Let's go, fly, keep away from I who am abnormal, I am not worth your doing so, I am not worth your shedding the tears, I am not worth your changing for me. Finally, if I say that it is happy to hope for you, that must be false, perhaps I can guess to, see the result. I want, say, in any case, hope I can have pieces of space in the heart in you, represent one light yuans of place of memorial tablet only only, perhaps you will never lift with people in the future.